Something really sad had just happened this week on this particular day....in that evening after school........I went to my grandmother's house with my parents. She was still okay at first. I chatted with her. Not long after I went out from her room........she was like kind of suffering and I went in to her room, checked what was happening. I'm not going to write it in detail. So just go straight to the point. Just a few minute........that few minutes, I've really, really lost a very important person in my life........my grandmother, she meant a lot to me in my life, a lot, really a lot.
Dream back to before........
She's lovely, so caring, always there when I need help and to cheer me up when I'm down. And she cook me lunch everyday. Bought me this and that. No matter what wrong thing I did, she won't and never blame me. She's a really nice person, she give and take, live her everyday to the fullest. She taught me how to be a nice person, appreciate every single thing that I have in my life. She taught me that I can't use money to buy time. She taught me not to worry about tomorrow. She taught me to be patient, to be a useful person when I grow up. She also taught me to study hard and be a superwomen next time when I grow up, so I do not have to depend on other person.
从小到大，她都很疼我。不管我成经做错过什么，她都不会怪我。我喜欢什么，我没跟她要，她都会买。每当我有困难，她都会帮我。她教会了我很多很多东西。 她教我做人的道理。 她教了我怎么做个有礼貌的人， 做个令人喜爱而不被讨厌的人。
And back to today....
She has just leave me at 'round 7pm that particular day....It take many years to grow up and just a glance or a minute...Heartbeat stop...breath stop...and...just gone away like this...
I stood there in front of my grandmother in the hospital. Felt like the time just pause there. I just look at my grandmother.
I miss her so much T.T....I miss her smile , her eyes , her warm hand , her lovely hug and everything of hers....I'll always remember her in my heart.
I guess I'll need more time to settle with myself 'cause she leave me sooo sudden....
