Where am I going now? What is my dream? Where is my destination?
One answer, five words - I. Have. No. Idea. At all.
Mhmm hmm. I really have no idea of what I really want, what I really interested in - career and/or courses. CLUELESS? YES. After graduating from high school, I've been very free. So free. Now, all I am occupied with are bowling trainings, tournaments, violin classes, and Orchestra.
I've been searching and looking around for courses available in various polytechnics and Universities on the net. Still, I'm not sure what I'm really interested in. But one strange thing, which is, I only knew what I am not interested in. To list it out, Engineer courses, Business courses and Information Technology courses. My mum suggested me to go for year 12 - A level, equivalent to STPM - if I'm not sure of what I want by the time I get my result.
Anyway, sometimes I wonder how those people out there, actually know what they want. Some can even have their dream - ambition if you prefer - since young and remain it all the way until they graduate and go ahead to achieve the dreams! Some might change from time to time. Like me, I'm one of those who change from time to time. During primary school, my dreams and/or ambitions are like those normal kids - usually who got inspired by people around them - doctor, teacher, and dentist. Just to list a few.
Then, when I level up in high school, my ambitions changes too. Such as architect, event designer, interior designer and professional cook. I'm in the Science stream. And I knew some of my ambitions are like totally opposite on the other side, non Science-related career. HAHA.
Yea, I admit. Sometimes I felt like a loser. Cause most of my classmates already knew their dreams, destination, and also what they want in their life. But it's okay, I don't mind to be a loser. I'll pray to God for His guidance in my life, to help me find what's the best for me! :) And at least I knew what I do not want and not interested in. All these are part of the life :)
LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE AND THINK POSITIVE.
That's all for now.
Chaos! ;)
Anyway, sometimes I wonder how those people out there, actually know what they want. Some can even have their dream - ambition if you prefer - since young and remain it all the way until they graduate and go ahead to achieve the dreams! Some might change from time to time. Like me, I'm one of those who change from time to time. During primary school, my dreams and/or ambitions are like those normal kids - usually who got inspired by people around them - doctor, teacher, and dentist. Just to list a few.
Then, when I level up in high school, my ambitions changes too. Such as architect, event designer, interior designer and professional cook. I'm in the Science stream. And I knew some of my ambitions are like totally opposite on the other side, non Science-related career. HAHA.
Yea, I admit. Sometimes I felt like a loser. Cause most of my classmates already knew their dreams, destination, and also what they want in their life. But it's okay, I don't mind to be a loser. I'll pray to God for His guidance in my life, to help me find what's the best for me! :) And at least I knew what I do not want and not interested in. All these are part of the life :)
LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE AND THINK POSITIVE.
That's all for now.
Chaos! ;)
