WHERE?

2D. DREAM. DESTINATION.

Where am I going now? What is my dream? Where is my destination?

One answer, five words - I. Have. No. Idea. At all.

Mhmm hmm. I really have no idea of what I really want, what I really interested in - career and/or courses. CLUELESS? YES. After graduating from high school, I've been very free. So free. Now, all I am occupied with are bowling trainings, tournaments, violin classes, and Orchestra.

I've been searching and looking around for courses available in various polytechnics and Universities on the net. Still, I'm not sure what I'm really interested in. But one strange thing, which is, I only knew what I am not interested in. To list it out, Engineer courses, Business courses and Information Technology courses. My mum suggested me to go for year 12 - A level,  equivalent to STPM - if I'm not sure of what I want by the time I get my result.

Anyway, sometimes I wonder how those people out there, actually know what they want. Some can even have their dream - ambition if you prefer - since young and remain it all the way until they graduate and go ahead to achieve the dreams! Some might change from time to time. Like me, I'm one of those who change from time to time. During primary school, my dreams and/or ambitions are like those normal kids - usually who got inspired by people around them - doctor, teacher, and dentist. Just to list a few.

Then, when I level up in high school, my ambitions changes too. Such as architect, event designer, interior designer and professional cook. I'm in the Science stream. And I knew some of my ambitions are like totally opposite on the other side, non Science-related career. HAHA.

Yea, I admit. Sometimes I felt like a loser. Cause most of my classmates already knew their dreams, destination, and also what they want in their life. But it's okay, I don't mind to be a loser. I'll pray to God for His guidance in my life, to help me find what's the best for me! :) And at least I knew what I do not want and not interested in. All these are part of the life :)
LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE AND THINK POSITIVE.


That's all for now.
Chaos! ;)

the Twilight saga

Breaking Dawn Part 1

This, I don't have to say much, do I? :D
It's like universally-known-movie. If you're a twilight number one fans, there's enough prove that I do not have to say more! Haha!
I used to be a no-idea-what-is-twilight person. I still remember the very first Twilight movie I watched was introduced by twilight fans way back to year 2009 in the school hall. We had a long break after our L.S.E - Lower Secondary Examination. Then as time pass, I started to "trip and fall" for Twilight movies. HAHA!
I watched this twice. Once last year, and another, was last week. :D

Looking forward to the part two! :D

Here are some pictures and a official trailer.



Official Trailer of The Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 1



Jacob


Edward and Bella


Rosalie holding baby Renesmee

Brand New Day of the year.

1 January 2012. FIRST.

Here I am. First day of 2012.

First Sunday of the year. First new year wish text I received was from Daphne. First person which I met when I opened my eyes was my sister.

First thing done - went to the Church. Had the first Holy Communion Service. First website I visited - Facebook. Had my first breakfast with my beloved family. Took the first picture of flower this morning.

Attended first birthday party this year, Jovena's birthday. Jo, if you're reading this, Happy Birthday to you!

Had my first pork dish for the first dinner of the year. The first movie I watched was GLEE the Concert Movie.

Here are some pictures that I took :)

CHAOS! :)

365th day of 2011.

Before I begin..
Dear God,

I want to thank You for this amazing and wonderful year You gave to me. Thank You for all the beautiful things that happened in my life! Thank You for especially being by my side - whether I realised or not - keeping me safe in Your care all the time, and go through every ups and downs in my life with me!

I am terribly sorry for every single wrong doing which I had done. Please forgive me and correct me. :) Thank You God.

One thing which I will always remember in my life, You save my life and Xuan's life from an accident which almost happened this year. I remember we were holding hands on the way crossing the road, there was not even a car.

Just that very second, it just like the time has pause, I just suddenly stop where I was with that walking posture.

My friend turned back to me asking me "Hey what's wrong with you?", I just can't and didn't speak a word. I felt someone has just stopping me from crossing the road.

Then a car, out of no where, just past by with high speed cornering in, passing the zebra line. Right. In. Front. Of. Us. We both exchanged look. We were stunned. And we thanked God. I believe You are reading this. Thank you God :) I love You.

I don't care if other people think I am insane about talking to You in this blog and mentioning You saved my life, because, I believe in You.

__________________________________________________

Just a glance, now we are all here, the 365th day of 2011. Thank God for the amazing year! There are many wonderful things had happened this year :) Now, I'm officially graduated from my high school.

Yea, to be honest I miss my girlfriends in school, the days we had in school, the time we spent together the past FIVE years, talking none stops together, the ups and downs that we been through together these FIVE years. One, even up to ELEVEN years, Megan.

Now, waking up, next thing is, no more classes for me with my girlfriends. In the coming future, we'll be going towards our own dreams, achieving it. Some may have already found theirs, some may not yet. But I believe soon we'll all found our dreams and go ahead to achieve it. By God grace :)

CHAOS! :)

God

Letters to God


This is really an amazing and inspiration movie. It's a very touching story too! :) I rate this a INFINITY stars movie! Watching this movie, I actually felt like my heart has been touched by God once again.

I strongly recommend all of you to watch, no matter what races you are, what religion you're in, whether you believe in God or not. Watch it, really, you won't regret. :) I think humans on whole universe should actually watch this!


A 8 years-old boy, Tyler, who suffer from cancer never give up hope but live a cheerful life. He has a really strong faith in God. He writes to God everyday. He believe God is always there no matter what happen.

Tyler on the roof top, where he writes to God. :)

Tyler's brother, Tyler's best friend, Tyler. 

Time flies.

Just realized my last post was one year ago. Within this one year, many things had happened. Ups and downs, happy and sad :) Thank God for being with me, going through everything in my life.

The highlights of the year were -
1. God save me and my best friend from a car-human accident that almost happen. It might sounds I'm insane to someone, but it's true. No jokes. Believe it or not, up to you. Thank you God!!
2. Won the very first gold with my partner Nadine for Girls Doubles event in bowling.
3. Baptized and confirmed as a Christian :D Imma Jesus follower! <3
4. Get to bowl in 13th Asian School Thailand Bowling Championship
5. Surprise birthday with so many bowlers from different countries at Thailand
6. Chosen for NS. :/

7. Pass my violin assessment with 80% :D Thank God!
8. Qualified to bowl for the Grand Prix Final in KL
9. Sitting for my major examination, SPM. May God bless me to get good result! :)
10. Get to bowl for the World Junior All Stars, manage to qualify with a total pinfalls of 683 for three games. All thanks to the support from my parents, one of my besties Hui Wen, and help from my senior :D Lucks from my besties, Ee Xuan :)
11. Get to met and bowl with Hui Wen - my overseas best friend from Singapore - in Girls Graded Final. ( Haven't been bowling with her for quite some times.) Coincidently, we have the same exact total pinfalls, 1949 ;)

12. Get to celebrate my first Christmas with families and friends at my house! A meaningful one! Thank God! Happy Birthday dear Jesus! :)

I still can't believe that my major examination had ended. Everything came and went so quickly... I'm worried of my SPM result because I don't think I did it very well. I'd tried my best. Thanks a lot for all my beloved ones who keep me in their prayers :) I just pray that God will bless me to have a good grades for my SPM.

Just a short and brief update :)
May God bless you all!

Flash Back Machine

Well basically, these are what I’d been doing the past months. I was thinking that this year is going to be my tuft year. I’m doing grade 10th this year. So this year is my sophomore year. And I have BIG thing going on this year, SUKMA, and also few tournaments.

So this year = school + mountains of assignments + violin class and examination + preparations for SUKMA + national level tournaments + international tournaments

I skipped school for like around 1 month for SUKMA, from 1st May ‘till school reopen if I’m not mistaken. And guess what? I also skip my 1st term examination. No choice. Oh and before I forget, I also skipped my violin examination due to this. But got postponed to next year and upgrade one more level, which mean instead of sitting for grade 2, I’ll be sitting for grade 3.

THE END